I must have tried 10 times to record audio today.
I’m tired, bone-tired, exhausted. I cried several times today. I was brought to tears by a spectrum of emotions from rage to appreciation.
There’s individual pain, family pain, collective human pain. It’s a lot to deal with. It’s too damn much to deal with.
Nevertheless, we press on. If I’m fortunate, I’ll wake up tomorrow and get to try again.
I am grateful for so much today. Stopping to give thanks helps some but it doesn’t erase the pain and frustration. Life hurts right now.